Ancestral Spirit Resurrection
The following is a personal essay submitted during the fall semester of 2007-2008 by D.R., a 6'5" junior and budding men's basketball star who attends a major top ten university, and is also the grandson of the High Priest Kwatamani.
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Subject: My Journey Ahead Part I
Before I started to write this paper just out of curiousity I went into my arcive and re-read the paper that I had wrote a year ago. I just wanted to see the mindset that I had a year ago and to see how much I have grown since then. I laughed a little when I started to read it, because I quickly remembered what I had written about and where my mind was. Although it was a vital step for growth and brought me to where I am now, the paper that I wrote a year ago is far from where I see myself in the future.
At that point in my life I felt that I was on the verge of some sort of an awakening, and I had no idea where I would be today. Honestly, this paper is going to be totally different than the one I wrote a year ago. Depending on how I look at it, it could be a good thing or a bad thing. It A good thing because my eyes are being open showing that I have made progress in a year and a bad thing because I have been living a false life amongst a bunch of deception and lies.
My transformation ironically is happening right now, but was triggered on a day that was just like any other day this past summer. I got a call from my dad saying that he had found his dad, my grandfather, a man that had been unheard from for over thirty years. Growing up many people told me that I was similar to him in many ways, but I never really got a chance to see because he had disappeared. He had attended and graduated from UCLA like myself, and I just recently found out that, like me, he majored in history. My dad found him by typing in the middle name my grandfather had given him into the internet. My grandfather now lives in Belize along with several of my little uncles and aunties. I am currently reading one of his books that he has written titled, “ Exposing the Ice-cold, Deep-Freeze Mentality and Whole Life Healing of Sexual Energy within the Divine Parallel.” The book so far is not only exposing the deceptions of America but it dives into the whole world’s deceptions and the ways that this world became what it now is today.
Since reconnecting with my grandfather, my thoughts on the world have changed. I now honestly realize that you are what you eat. Also that we were not made to eat animals. “Intentional killing became a practiced behavior that eventually turned Man He from a scavenger into a predator. It is noted that predatory animals have sharp teeth, large, piercing claws, and the speed to chase down their prey. Man, He and She, does not have these physical traits.” If you eat of death, by death I mean eating of animals, beef, pork, chicken, etc., then you are ultimately death and will only think deathly thoughts along with rage and anger. I am taking steps currently in changing my diet completely to only eating raw lively foods, fruits, vegetables, seeds and nuts.
This is a drastic change from what I thought only a year ago. I wrote on how I entered college I made a change. How I started to limit my diet and my health improved from where it was before. I had felt a step slow on the basketball court and it showed. I had stopped eating fast food. The thought of consuming all that waste made me sick. This was a positive step, I had also changed that bad weight that I gained into muscle and my body felt good. Now I'm taking the next step in the process of cleansing my body from the toxic waste that is viewed by many as normal. I'm learning that everything starts with what you eat. It is key for keeping us disillusioned and having us mentally unable to think clearly. I believe that I was predestined to come to UCLA. I dreamed of attending UCLA and playing basketball way back when I was in the fourth grade. Though many laughed and teased me about wanting to go to UCLA I did not care. I knew what I wanted and I knew I had what it took. Even though I believe in this predestination, at this point in my life I feel drained. My journey so far in my life has been very tough and grinding on me. When I entered college I felt a huge burden was being lifted off of my shoulders. I was finally free and I had accomplished the impossible to many. Here in my time at UCLA I majored in history, and I feel that there is no coincidence that I did so. Not only because my grandfather did, but because majoring in history has given me a perspective in how this world functions. Before reconnecting with my grandfather I was lost. I had several questions and doubts about myself, the world, and life itself. I can also say strongly that a lot of history as it is taught is very biased and tampered.
One of the biggest deceptions of our world would have to be religion. I have always questioned religion but never really had anything to back up my uncertainties until recently. I always wondered why God, Jesus, the Most High, or whoever was ultimately in charge of creating the world, would create so many different religions. The conclusion is history and religions are man made things. It is “his”-story. Religion is also man made. I believe religion was created to justify the actions the people have made throughout history. Also religion was created as an essential tool in keeping populations in fear and more easily controllable. Throughout history time and time again we have seen how the colonizing countries invade others and enforce their ways of life onto people. The first thing they show them is religion over and over again. Something is clearly wrong here. Nowadays, we still see the same thing, but those in power call it something different. They call it Western Democracy. The true Most High does not approve of this, war is not validated by God. God is love and love is now my religion. Love, a concept that we have been trained to view as a weakness, but is more powerful than anything on this earth.
Part II
I am not going to list five actions which you and members of your generation can commit to that will change the production and consumption of food in the United States of America across the next decade. In fact, many believe that much of the world as we know it today will not last through the next decade. By no means am I trying to be pessimistic when writing this, but I just have to come to grips with the ultimate awful truth. America and the rest of the world is not going to change the way it consumes food. Many have been bred to eat and be the way they are. These eating practices have been instilled generations upon generations upon generations ago. From a time even before the arrival of a man they called “Jesus”.
Soon I will be leaving this country they call America, land of the free and home of the brave. I will escape all the deception and lies that surround my everyday live. I don’t think that staying around all the deception is healthy and the way to go. I view America as a master plan that cannot be brought down. Honestly there is little we can do to change what occurs in our everyday lives. By no means is this a sign that I have given up on people, but I know that America will do everything in its power to maintain. America along with most of the world is a part of what my grandfather describes as the death consumption culture.
“It matters not whether one is blond or bald or natty, natty dread. So long as one is consuming of the toxic, depleted and devitalized culture of death consumption, one is indulging in the ice-cold, deep-freeze mentality. Consuming of the ice-cold, deep-freeze mentality causes mental and physical and spiritual warfare. What the I in I means is that the most vicious warfare is the warfare within.” I believe there is hope in being in touch with one’s spirit. The loving spirit that is inside every person. Along with this comes true faith and connection the Most High creator of all. I have learned that this clarity can be reached only when one consumes the correct way not of death and the death consumption culture. This is my plan, I intend to cleanse my body of the biggest unrighteousness and live the life that was intended for me. A life away from fear, murder, rapes, and all other aspects of the world and the death consumption culture we are stuck in today.