Greetings Reader's

As I am doing my best to deal with the challenges' of whole life change, I see where I am experiencing an gradual continuous state of well being.  I am in no way free of all the processing of the time lived as part of a pale mentality, where the eating of flesh and devitalized substances where part norm and ones daily bread.  I am most thankful and happy to be on this path of correcting my life, my brain, my body and spirit.  For this I do owe the Most Supreme Life Energy Force and Spirit of the High Priest Kwatamani & the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood, who has brought the first living Live Food Offsprings into the planet in this day and time.

As I am getting a bit better, I am doing things from my inner essence that no one will ever be able to know of or do without following the Kwatamani Royal Family ways and means to living a Holistic Life, where Truth, Love, righteousness and returning to the Fruits of the Trees of Life is the order of the day.

I know this is true and real because never before have I been able to see myself as a vibrating spirit filled with life energy from the Sun, Wind, Rain and Earth if not for the Most Supreme Love of the High Priest Kwatamani a Living Supreme Soothsayer, Supreme Soul Seer and Supreme Spiritual Healer . 

I must stop here to say Praise be Forever More to the High Priest kwatamani and the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood.

I was bless to have spent a little time around their love vibrations, and can say that for me in this day and time, I have found no other loving souls to  compare them with, nor another groups greater then the powers that vibrate off of them.

Yes, I did find myself face to face within this Holistic Living Truth that they ( Kwatamani Royal Family) are all about.  I was ready for the moment and need not wonder how so many fail to enjoy and see the benefits of this lasting reality and the tune up for the brain, body and spirit with the most supreme love and supreme truth that flows off of their presence, when your heart and will is strong and true to this Whole Life Healing of Sexual Energy within the Divine Parallel.

Maybe I should may it more simple like, the Kwatamani Royal Presence is so filled with the Supreme Spirit of Love, Righteousness and Truth, that one would so quickly return to a divine moment in union with divinity, to awake and shake the life in you into a breath of wanting the living whole, pure and true.

 Yeah, it is true that, first you must be moving into your own divine essence by following the first law of living in the body ( temple) and that is eating from the trees of life.  Where the Sun, Wind, Rain, and Earth keeps your foods bathing in the essence of natural energy, whole, clean and pure.

Yes, the thoughts of this truth is so pleasant to behold on the insides of your body (temple), it's peaceful, vital and strong.  This is the food chain that corrects your health, because it awakens your powers within the DNA, and reconnects you with life force energy essence back into your blood and life, meaning your brain, body and spirit can then be in peace again, and love can flow inward & outward from your divine spirit presence.

Don't you remember that we are recycling spirits and need to eat off the live and living forces that are the  natural energy sources for all living things, I am talking about our glorious Sun, the wind, the rain and the earth.

Yeah, some of us might be older than 30 yrs, yet understand that the youth of the time and the younger children will do best to start now, before they have to see the unnecessary painful days that this life, that really is not a life for the living, but is a life of death and deadly destruction by many means unnecessary that the Pale Culture made for us to believe is living and is really not, just slavery, and lust, lies and many illusions for the brain and body to depleted the essence of life.

"Well I do love the Kwatamani Royal Family Examples of the true and living, where supreme love is concerned.  I am in love with all the work they are doing for the Divine and Sacred Few, who are on their way into this divine resurrection plan to set our spirits free and then return to the Sacred Garden Paradise from which We Come, cause  so it was in the beginning the beginning has begun again.  Know this truth ( the Wholly Messenger High Priest Kwatamani) has come to set your spirits free.

I know because I am getting well, and my spirit is connecting with my brain in divine order. 

Thank you,
Divine Maati       

Greetings to all readers,

Much love from Queen Maati, I am happy to be in a state of resurrecting my brain, my spirit and body away from being a lost and strayed mind, and a consumer of the dead which maintains the death consumption culture.  I admit this is hard work to do and that there is much to be done within this detoxing program within the self being part brain,  body and  spirit.

If not for the abuse, misuse that has been done and is still being done to man he and man she within this death consumption culture, I would have never found the eyes to see with, or the ears to understand the signs of the time.  Within this death consumption culture that I spend my life living inside of, I have gathered enough mental, physical and spiritual strength, to know what has made me extremely restless, dissatisfied and unpleased about life inside of the death consumption culture.

I have been one of the blessed ones, I say in spirit that is, for reasons that those who have had the time to experience, hear and know of my hardships of spirit presence in a weak and depleted flesh and brain. So many have either witness or was dumb found about the many come backs within the spiritual war, that my spirit continued to struggle and emerge out of in my past, as the toxic waste kept my brain locked in the darkness of hell, that this death culture breeds.  I am so blessed to have come into contact with the High Priest Kwatamani and the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood, who brought forth the Kwatamani Royal  Family into this planet and are the Divine Nurturers of the Kwatamani Vibrations in all of its manifestations of Holistic Living Truth from the Essence of Life, Truth, Righteousness and Love. 

In the High Priest Kwatamani and the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood, I have found a divine solution to the death plague that dominated my brain, my body and was causing my spirit depletion and my brain insanity.

The death consumption culture is just not a natural culture for me, and my spirit knew natural so well.  From a early start I found myself inwardly dissatisfied with the attitudes, values, beliefs and ways of this death culture.  I was left to wonder what happen to the Sun Tan Children, and why did most of them have to always suffer more and have less then others, all the time.  These matters came to my mind from my spirit at a early age, not knowing that my whole essence of life would be challenge , yet my spirit did know.

This spirit of mines came to be resurrected and let me know in advance in so many ways, before the dead and devitalized foods consumptions but it to a end.  It had harmonized with my brain and its' thinking, making my concerns directed toward the all knowing spirit of supreme love and the harmony of the most supreme spirit of love, because that is where my spirit came from, and that is what my spirit is all about, holistic that is.

I am bless to be purging and detoxing, as  humility commits me to the holistic living truth teaching about supreme love of self, and the returning to the divine essence of my self, with the love found in the natural enzymes I get and anyone else can get from the raw and living foods that come from the trees of life.  This is where I find the nourishment and medicine that the death consumption culture will not practice for healing the brain, body and spirit for man he and man she.

Our brain, our body and spirit needs organic vitamins, minerals and enzymes to promote and to stimulate good digestion, assimilation, cleansing, and regeneration on a cellular level, (this information comes out of the High Priest Kwatamani text books) and my experience teaches me how whole and pure this truth is.  No one will be able to know this with out experience and devotion to the holistic living truth about supreme love, about whole life healing of sexual energy within the divine parallel, and knowledge which exposes the Ice-Cold, Deep-Freeze Mentality, that the High Priest Kwatamani has place within reach for us in this day and time , for all to see and know.

First one has to eat raw and living foods from the trees of life, uncooked and fresh.  Then one has to begin to consume the holistic truth about life and how all this came to be.

Not having very much knowledge of experience in divine union, with a mate, I find myself in a struggle with myself and my mate, and always having to face myself in a fright, fear, fight and flight state of being ( as I am detoxing and purging from my past life with dead and devitalized foods substances, and thoughts), as the essence of life and supreme love that we all miss, can so easy be challenge, as one works to turn away from fantasies, delusions, illusions and dreams within the remains of the death culture plots and schemes that has dominated ones life for so long.

We all need divine unions, divine community, divine economics to share divine and supreme love in.  Lots of time I want to give up on our union, and he just will not, and I am always given time, space and peace to return to myself deep within, cause at times I only want to be alone with me, and in that state I am happy to restore order from within.  After some time alone I then  find myself no longer holding reasons to be angry with our struggles to detox and purge into the divine union of oneness.  Loving, caring and understanding comes only with a struggle these days. The work is so great, and I stay in the teaching as a student of the High Priest Kwatamani, without being one of his students, love for me would be no more, and never divine again in any life to come.

The holistic living Truth and Organic Raw Fresh living Foods from the Trees of Life is the means to over coming the Pale Mind of Thoughts that festers deep within the cells and organs of our brain and body created by the toxic waste of dead and devitalized, depleted foods and substances we eat or once ate.

This is funny, cause sometimes the High Priest Kwatamani has to remind me, that I am not one of the kwatamani Royal Family.  I don't mind being corrected and I still take this to be holistic living truth and divine guidance from the  Divine and Supreme Wholly Messenger who has emerged from within the Most Supreme Unseen Essence of Life, yet how will it be, when I hold on for dear life and return to the Sacred Garden Culture from which we come.  All I can say is that I am a emerging spirit of the holistic living truth vibrations, where ancestral spirits and consciousness is divine and are returning in divine order.

I love the High Priest kwatamani and the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood, as I love my own mother and father, and they have taught me to love myself as brain, body and spirit under divine order within the foods from the trees of life, which is a different kind of love and life, then the tree of good and evils has allowed anyone in life. I Know that life is for the living.

I am happy the High Priest Kwatamani returned with this holistic living truth about life and love.  I am happy and thankful for the Kwatamani Royal Sisterhood for returning to the holistic living truth about supreme love and life, and I can't see my love for them ever coming to a end, as they have saved the truth from deep within them and brought it forth in many ways to this planet, so they multiplied these truths in their offsprings and in the divine and sacred few of us, who are now struggling to resurrect and multiply this truth, in our selves and our offsprings, so the whole world  will have a chance to know and live truth divinely once again, as the generations come and the meltdown of the lust, lies, death, delusions, illusions, plots, schemes and fantasies come to be, because truth is here, and we all heard that the truth will set us free and this is not a lie, so come on now and join this divine truth gathering time, and see what there is to know, that was hidden, and hidden no more.   

Sister A,

I believe that your crying out is valid and I can relate to your struggle.  It is obvious to you and I that the creation of the Kwatamani royal family and the Kwatamani social economic community was not built overnight.  While it would help to have a garden or an organic whole foods community garden it is still not enouch to produce the results we want to see in our personal and spiritual lives, our children and the wider community.  This kind of need has to be addressed on spiritual, mental, economic and physical levels.  And it takes a great amount of risk and support of those that have the same values and vision. 
I figured that since I also lived in maryland the least I could do is support my sister who is committed to consuming raw and living foods and who may not have the support and resources to do it inthe midst of a 9 to 5 job and all the demands of being a single mom and raising children in a culture that says, "hey you are tired, it's been a long day, just say forget it, and get your family a happy meal!" Some people can just tolerate it until they have a heart attack or a stroke and then they still may not care!, but you my sister are sick of it and you see it's eventually gonna lead to destruction so I am interested in sharing resources, live foods and support in creating a way of life that is against the status quo and not easy to do alone.  Feel free to email me rejuvenative_soul@yahoo.com.  i would post my phone number but I don't want everyone to have it,so I will share it with you when you email.  Peace, light, and love.  Remember you are not alone 

I agree wholeheartedly.  So the answer to the question of "Do you believe homosexuality is perverse or not? ...is it unnatural?" led to a bigger question of what is the purpose of the sexual involvement.  What I got from what you said is "I, rather, know that these acts are the reverse of the divine, natural and innate duty, obligation and  responsibility of Man, He and She, to resurrect the sacred ancestral spirit presence of the Divine Children of the Sun and the Sacred Garden Culture from which we come." Is the love for having sex with a woman more important than resurrecting the sacred ancestral spirit presence for the good of all children of the sun?  Would we be willing to give up and do we have the desire to give up this kind of involvement in order to serve a bigger purpose such as this? Wow! I can see what you mean now. Thanks.

I am now gladly struggling forward divinely to release the toxic addictions of the death consumption culture, which before my return to the raw and living fruits, vegetables, seeds, nuts, herbs and spices (uncooked), I could not agree that from early childhood, I was lead into the lusts, lies and illusions of the Pale Culture Mentality, and it was daily increasing it powers on my brain, body and spirit into the functioning of a massive numb reasoning about life and my self and was truly paralyzing much of my movements towards divinity.

I had been eating live foods for about four years, but I had yet to recognized that I was still consuming the vibrations and sensations that were degrading to my whole life energy system, mentally, physically and spiritually, within my personal environment.  Those in who's company I was keeping were only adding and aiding my malnourished brain with its dim production of the lost and astray mind of thoughts, as I was trying to
be free.  I ate myself into a clearer sight seer, I began to see that those people were not ready or thinking towards divinity and were steady within their using of the programming of the death consumption culture ways and means, to substitute for any encounter with divine reasoning or actions, and as long as I continued with them I was playing the wrong role against myself.

I had to cease and desist my encounters with them to reject the ways and means of the energy that is opposite of supreme love, cause their ways and thoughts were actually draining the present of whole life energy that I was eating raw and living foods to correct myself within its divine order.

The death consumption energy vibrations and my lost and astray mind kept telling me to think I could help them, I could look over all our actions and see that my thoughts were wrong about them truly wanting supreme truth and freedom from the lust, lies, illusions, confusion, death and deadly destruction.  I told myself and often told them that, I am only able to save myself from the mutation and degeneration of the Ice-Cold Deep Freeze Mentality that they were so in love with and seen no reasons to be leaving it for health, truth or any other reason.  I could no longer allow this group to block my ways and my beautiful return towards releasing and becoming freer from the vibrations of a weak and feeble life presence, with the opposite energy sending depleted signals to my brain, while on the inside I was working to detox and purge with raw and living food energy vibrations, that was reconnecting me to the love of the earth, wind, rain and sun, I had to stop playing the fool.

I had to move fast so not to lose my focus on the fact that the most supreme seen and unseen is eternal, and the energy that is opposite of supreme love is rapidly moving into it dead end and my feeling sorry for them could not stop it, so I has to move myself out of harms way or die.

I realized and saw that to dabble with the vibrations of death consumption energy vibrations can only conjure the un-whole presence of the energy that is opposite of supreme love.  My eyes could plainly see my life force essence and my whole self was in deep danger within their company and presence.  It begin to matter not if they were a mate, daughter, son, friend or any other family member, I had to close the door and lock out death, so that I could give my love to me, and get myself free cause myself I could me sure of, and  trust to keep me safe as I move into a resurrecting groove without their spite and etc holding me down.

Now I have to consciously maintain my means of work for a paycheck, and while I am there I act with a divine spirit presence and I don't involve myself in foolishness of the lost and astray mind of thoughts that are around me, and I will improve this state of existence in time, as I have no other ways at the presence to get foods, hold on to shelter and all the other means needed for life in the body of flesh, at the present time.

I help myself by keeping my mind on the thoughts and references of divine spiritual consciousness, the most ancient and glorious times of holistic living existence of supreme vibrations of man he and she, the return to the sacred garden culture where supreme love can be shared, I study the text books to further the truth vibrations, ways and means to restore divine order from within me, and this my raw and living live foods helps me a lot with.

In my resurrecting I found out that I also have to be very careful what I consume, knowing the opposite energy vibration from supreme love interfere, diminishes and is constance in toxic attitudes, behaviors and aims to cause sensations that are completely foreign to the sacred spirit, and can only produce a malnourished brain, where supreme love becomes slowly depleted by acts of death, until one becomes disconnected from the most supreme essence of life, and that is very harmful to anyone.  I do know and totally understand within myself that I do not want to ever live to be disconnected from the the most supreme seen and unseen essence of life ever again.

I am becoming in love with myself again, I refuse to linger within the turmoil and memories of a brain and spirit imprisoned with the death consumption culture, the was conditioned and programmed to assimilate and integrate into the principles, morals and values of a lost and astray mind, because my divine spirit focus is an entirely different sphere of being.

Hear this, I am one of those spirits in the body of flesh, blessed behind the return of the High Priest Kwatamani, Sacred Ancestral Soothsayer, Soul Seer and Spiritual Healer, who is delivering the Message of Holistic Living Truth that is desperately needed. Yeah this this Sacred Uprising that was unthinkable thought the minds that mutated and degenerated in the Ice-Cold Deep Freeze Pale Children who brought forth the Death Consumption Culture to the Sun Tan Children Man He and She.

Thanks, love and praises to the High Priest Kwatamani who returned to earth for the Sacred Few of Us, and no one can stop the Changing Tide.  The Sacred Garden Culture from which We come is here and now.  I found my divinity on the ground, now I know where love is and I know the reason I never found any in the lost and astray mind of the death consumption culture, and I can still be happy with my self.

Much love and thanks,
Queen Maati 

Greetings to All Readers,

Yes, I can see the insanity pushed upon me, and I have learned more about how hard it is to move divinely with the holistic truth and where I should place my trust, no matter how strange it may appear, when the High Priest Kwatamani speaks and sends out the Supreme Love Vibrations of Our Ancestral Spirit Consciousness of the Seen and Unseen Essence of Whole Life Energy Force, whole, pure and clean, I know that one better listen and act with the swiftness, cause any resistance or stubbornness of any kind would feed the opposite energy and breed the lost and astray mind.

How I know, after meeting the High Priest Kwatamani, I didn't really understand that I still had many lessons to learn, I thought I knew a lot, now I found out that I have to move on and stay strong, cause I can believe the Most Supreme Unseen would never leave Us to do this thing alone, as I pull my brain and body forward leaving behind some more of the deception, lies and scams that was holding me down. 

In the truth within me I knew I really didn't want no more divine ancestral relationship with a jealous god of vengeance, war and wrath unidentifiable.  So all the time I was making my move into the holistic truth, at lease I thought I was, the grand master of deceit, who speaks with a forked tongue, stayed very near laying in the cut, waiting for the chance with all it might to take me away from all I found and was given whole and clean, seen and unseen of supreme love.

Even as I am still standing firm again will all my best within me to detox and purge with a ancestral spiritual surge, knowing and understanding my lack of knowing ears had to learn our lesson, retrieve our blessing, and return back to the essence of the divine union of one.

Now the High Priest step to the seen with truth, just a bit to raw for me to take in all a once and swallow, some few years ago, yes he spoke truth as clear as day.  My lost and astray mind would not let me hear, and I walked right into the energy vibration opposite of the vibrations of supreme love where the High Priest Kwatamani was guiding me to, yes I sure did.  I went straight into the Family Court toxic energy program, in a battle, fighting for what I thought was mines, only making my whole life change have to take another to many few rounds of the pale cold-blooded opposite energy of the dead to be self-install.  All I encountered in the death culture of the dread, was to sit and witness and watch as the pale ones would abuse, torture and  confused me, while they were rewinding their program into my brain and I didn't know enough to have walked away from it as simple as I was told to do,  you can tell I had no business in there and my divine spirit conscious tool could not be used, my brain and spirit was still so feeble and weak.

This beating that they put on me came from not escaping and  listening to the High Priest Kwatamani, who already knew there was nothing in it for me, cause I really only wanted to set my spirit free, not return to the same game under a different scene, with the same returns, misery, aches and pains.  I thought I knew so much, and I found myself in the hands of a pale lost and astray mind both mines and a brother man, who had been waiting by the side lines, to take the spoils.  I fell so low and deep into the programs they set up for me in the court room and the energy vibrations of the opposite energy from supreme love that was there sucking the life force energy out of me, that I married right back into the death consumption deception game.

I would read and play my music Cd's being still very much deaf, dumb and blind to the nature of the deadly, beastly predatory pale mind game being play on my sacred spiritual essence.  I am going to mix in my writing expressions some of the song 10 from "12th Hour Prophecy: "The Pale Curse and "The Solarized Energy Shift," Kwatamani musical CD release, 2008, that gave me the knowledge to see the wisdom of my experience with better understanding.

Not listening to the High Priest, I looked up and my daughter was released to me and did return carrying a simple vibe, and bathe in a religious ordeal moving under the orders of the jinn.  With all the ghosts and goblins in my head and sleeping with the deceitful rot and stench of the blood spill, and trying to come out of the reporting to the commands of the beast and so many of it forms and styles, I  was unable to see that the beastly clan would be perpetuating deceptions and lies and slick enough to move right into sitting at my table and having keys to my door working with all of its might to pull me back to the connection of a jealous god of vengeance, war and wrath.

So even as I try over and over again to get free, I just didn't understand that in the fantasies and schemes that dominated my old state of mind I would not and  I could not see the color-coded vibe in disguise, so every time I looked they were back in and more stale and pale lies would pour, and no one wanted anything to do with life and raw solar energy food vibes and holistic truth but myself.

The opposite energy of the most supreme spirit of love, is the death consumption culture and used plots and plans to seize me and was working full force.  So between my children, the pale mind conscious husband and all the other family members and all those who I took in the lost and astray thoughts of mines, as friends were all refusing the raw fruits from the tree of life and the holistic living truth I found and love so much.  The  husband is the type so deep in the death game he would eat anything to get his game on, and they were all involved in a pale master plan, vicious cruel and whack and using every kind of attack, yeah they would all begin to get together and tighten up the screw, and they squeeze my butts so tight, I turned pale blue, and my struggle continued to set my spirit free.

So as this story goes on and these shoes may even fit some of you, I had to turn myself around and start moving real fast to get out of all these illusions in the name of love, gift wrap and handed down from generations and generations ago, waiting for the sparks of my ancestral spirit to emerge to be recaptured by the traps that are still working in the lost and astray mind, so they (the court) called me in to rewind the tape and their followers and disciples were fast at work to get all that they could.

All this made me work harder and even read more to earn back my connections and spirit directions to the holistic living truth, so that I can once again experience the Supreme Love Vibrations, that I have been willing to be living for.  Behind all these things happening to me again and again, I can clearly see that the Most Supreme Unseen sent the High Priest Kwatamani to the Seen, as I was to never be left alone to do this all by myself.

Within the cause and effects of my very life and breath I have to love and respect and appreciate the High Priest Kwatamani, for Supremely Fulfilling the Sacred Ancestral Prophecy of the Triple Nine: Unveiling the Prophetic 2012 Meltdown of the Lost and Astray Pale State of Mind.  As I eat off the fruits of the trees of life, I find even my lost and astray pale state of mind on the meltdown, as I am experiencing the 2012 pale meltdown, in bits, pounds, and tons, as feel the detoxing pains and  I run away from the lust, lies, illusions, confusions the death and deadly distructions of the pale state of life created by the Death Consumptions Culture Clan to make us spiritually deaf, dumb, blind and sick.

No, No, No I am not one of them, never in the truth have I ever wanted to truly wanted to be one of them, and before this time they would take us away on ships, today they have trained and taught us to eat of the blood, bones and skin of the dead and all types of waste and so called treats that are only devitalized foods, creating the jinn to feed off our spirit and brain, through our cells and blood, yeah all in these days called freedom, to help us forget and not think about freedom of brain, body and spirit, just causing us to be blind to their will against us, making us blind thinking we are happy about all the sickness, disease, mental illness and all the other things they use our lives energy force to collect money, fame, power, control and economical gains from, by any means necessary as long as we are grooved into forgetting our Ancestral Consciousness of the Seen and Unseen Essence of Life . 

My decisions is to continue to end this deep freeze mentality and the deceptions of the living dead, causing me to make excuses to stay insane each and everyday. No that not for me, I give it all up, the lies and I am going right ahead with the holistic living truth and honoring the most supreme seen and unseen ancestral spirit presence of divine spirit consciousness, in the supreme love I will find, in myself and every where else, as I return to divine oneness with me.  I have no more love to waste, no more time to waste, no more death consumption games to welcome into my life, no matter in who or what form death wants to hide and wait for me, I want to be free and I am giving it my all and best, knowing there is so much I don't know and can't yet remember about myself as a ancestral spirit consciousness in the presence of seen and unseen essence of spirit within whole life solar energy.

The jinn showed me the power and control it has over all my family members and all those I considered  to be friends,  what do I have left then the Unseen presence of the Most Supreme Essence of Life, that pops' on the Seen within me and around me, and the Sacred Garden Culture from which I come, I have myself and the fruits of the Trees of Life to regenerate myself back into the elements of love from the Sun, Wind, Rain, and Earth the essence of our Supreme Love back into I Kwa Ta Man I, the Solarized Living Life Force Energy Field to get me back home  to my real family community.  For this I throw away the lies, no matter how long or how much work it will take me, and I continue to learn more of what I don't know about the fakes, false characters with in myself, as I find out what my true Mother Spirit is all about, in the new peace, love and calm found in my very self, while I am still fighting off the jinn, by staying as close as I can to the inner zone of the Supreme Love Vibrations within Divine Truth and the Raw and Living Foods from the Tree of Life speaking and guiding me from within my inner self and as troubling as that can be, all this is my best shot.

So my focus is towards knowing and experiencing the Ta and the Tat, to retrieved and to quickly emerge and quickly move into an ancestral spirit surge, detox and purge, learn those lessons, and move back into the essence of the divine union of one and then indulge in the ooh's and the aah's of a Love Supreme.

For me the High Priest kwatamani is the Great  Ancestral Father Spirit Seen and Unseen Most High Essence of Supreme Love, Truth and Righteousness to I and me while my brain is being reprogrammed, Kwa Ta Man I, and I am feeling that on my own, don't have no permission to say that from anyone, just I... if the I is not the Kwa Ta Man I in the oneness of the sacred garden culture few, then I would be a lie, and that I am not, then there is nothing else it could be, just need the time to resurrect enough to get some divine support, so that I will not have to do this all alone, I will be the truth in the living body of flesh, with Divine Ancestral Spirit Consciousness, So it was in the Beginning, "So the Beginning with Begin again. 

Thank you,
Much Love Maati     

Greetings to All Readers,

As I move into a divine union of one with myself, I had to realize and stop a move I continued to make over and over again. I came to arise to the facts that my self kept bringing forth to me in living colors, sounds, and with the needed disappointments, that the jinn was not just inside of my body temple and household, but had a host name husband, in the form of a brother Man He.  This mate relationship, I had already been warned about and never should have made such a commitment with, cause it was truly no more then some more experiences with lust, lies, confusion and illiusions with the lost and astray mind.

That mate relationship, like all the others before that one, were just suited for opposition to my love for my return to my ancestral spirit consciousnesss and the healing of my brain, body and spirit. I could never do all the work that my self inner need wanted and needed me to do, cause I was trying to live with a greater, or deeper lost and astray mind then my own, causing triggers, that became by all means suicidal.  There was no holistic reasonings or thoughts to communicate with, nor a divine will or time to learn and reprogram the brain in the brother Man He, pale state of mind.  I kept believing we were trying to heal ourselves as one force of musculine and feminine energy, at the same time my other half of self , had long since told me the brother Man He, would never be able to guide and protect me.  I found out how hard my head was, and lucky for me, the raw and living foods from the tree of life was the keys to soften up my hard head.

In the mate game, there is lots of deceptions with those trapped in the Death Consumptions Culture Dreams.  I never wanted to stay in the death game, after I meet the High Priest Kwatamani and began my healing process.  The brother Man He, was with me on the day my feeble mind and spirit came upon the Kwatamani vibrations.  The brother Man He lead me to believe he wanted to be free too.  His game lead me to believe he understood the necessary change that must be done in order to be living in divine holistic living order with life.  Or I just wanted to believe all this, cause in the watching of his actions getting weaker and weaker towards upholding the work that would enable one to grow into the releasing of the toxic programming in the brain, body and spirit essence into the forward of presence was not his desire in truth. He stays in the mind consciousness of the pale man flat mentality

I would often find myself at the highest rate of voice sound vibrations, just fighting with all the states a jinn could bring to a sister struggling to get out of the mind maze.  My inner self would watch this jinn and show the core of this jinn to me, and some time I would be brought back into a cave like state of existance in my very own home, and see the beast using the brother Man He as clear as day.  I had went crazy under those conditions against my mother spirit as she was developing her arising and emerging back into my life.

The only force I had in this spiritual war, was the High Priest Kwatamani, holistic living resource materials found on the website or in the back of his text books. I can see that was all I needed and I had got almost everything I found in those text books, yes everyday I would be using either the music Cd's, or reading and sometimes I would use the DVD on special occassions, cause watching the Kwatamani Sisterhood was so powerful on my life force as I would view it I would just save it for extra energy force.

I worked hard with the foods and learning new ways of preparing them, and kept letting the brother Man He know it takes more than the raw live and living foods to make the whole life change.  The brother Man He would not go any further than thinking he knew it all, and didn't need to study and had much bussiness to take care of and none of it was holistic or part of the sacred garden culture intervention plans of mines or the kwatamani Family Community.

I came to understand that my life force was in the greatest danger, that I could so simply put a end to.  Living in the hands of the pale-warlord-god is not where I was trying to go, with my holistic living truth, so I could stay there no longer, as my consciousness was not being totally delayed by my struggling with the mind maze in the thinking, reasoning, attitudes, values and perceptions of a program brain getting it orders from the death consumption culture, pale-warlord-gods.  I found my humility was again in the hands of the lost and astray mind, forcing it self against my will to live and  to hold on to the whole life change teaching and learning I am becoming, so I couldn't stay there and remain in a helpless state knowing it was nothing helpless about my whole life changing, and no fear or fright was real about my self love, just got myself into the wrong hands, and the love of raw and living foods connected me more and more to my healing resurrections needs.

In the mind maze of death consumption culture and the opposite parallel there is no love, and the toxic energy is here to kill, and come to suck the life out of the living.  I realized for sure, I could save no one, not even my children, so as long as I remained entangled in the death consumption culture, I would continue to be an instrument of that opposite energy. Then I also read that the opposite energy has its own paths to its own truth, and I got up, cause all entanglement with that toxic parallel must cease and desist.

My memory bank was trying to make me sad about the sorrow and anger I had to watch as the jinn move away from my middle daughter long enough for me to get a false feelings of sorrow for her and her choice to live a fake lifestyle, be I still had to explain to her that my home is all I have as space, and I am no longer allowing animal eaters inside my home, cause my ancestral spirit is trying to return and those carrying that dead energy vibration causes my spirit changes I don't want to experience any longer in my home.  She was angry, but her angry " vs " my life force energy, peace of mind and will to live in the healing of divine order, was my choice and I had to take my stand ,cause I know that the behaviors, attitudes, and values that are experienced within the energy that is opposite of supreme love and the essence of life do not and can not, exist within divine spirit consciousness at all, so what would be the sense in harming my life force energy where I don't have to, it enough to have to go to work around the lost and astray mind at my work location. This is one need that the lost and astray brother Man that my lost and astray mind marryied, couldn't ever understand my request to get away from all and any death consumption culture Man He and She, when and where ever they be, I just wanted to totally disconnect as much and best as possible, but that pale deep freeze mind would bring nothing but contradiction and confusions from his presence, and my love was growing along side of the elements of the sun, wind, rain and earth connection with the raw and living foods, and whole life change of thoughts and spirit consciousness, so there was no room for us to be in the same space, cause their was no divine union forth coming between us, at all.

I have learned and already knew it, but the toxic waste in my body and brain, would not allow me to move with my ancestral spirit vibe, for quite some time doing my detoxing and purging process.  So I had to remove myself from them both children and that brother's lost and astray minds, out of my personal life and the flesh eating family members of mine, so they will not be feeding off of my life force energy either, cause I had enough of the death consuming culture disciples and followers faking and pretending about love and etc by all their means.

All this that came to be happening to me cause a holistic living truth brother Man He and She, to have to move away from me as I met my challenge to release myself further away from the dead.   They offered and gave me the love of their  holistic living truth spiritual vibrations and mental foundation of love and they share of their spiritual presence and essence and  of the workings of divine union within the brief time we were able to spend together in the same space. I know their goals are with the sacred garden culture from which we come.

As I add to my very own profound detoxing and purging a deeper will to have the courage, tenacity, patience, trust, divine humility and obedience to my whole life change into the emerging of my ancestral spirit consciousness, with the ability to listen, with caring, compassion, self-discipline, self-control, with the knowledge and understanding that a steadfast focus on the consumption of whole life energy are both the same for the masculine and feminine presence.  I trust that these two children sun tan of the sun, who together are working their devotions into the resurrection of divine union of Man He and She, and the sacred garden culture community from which we come, have the patience and the same love for me as in the beginning, as the beginning will began again.

Much love,
Queen Maati   

Greetings High Priest Kwatamani

I gave you much thanks and appreciation for your giving unto me a share of your whole life presence, from the Most Supreme Spirit of Love and Essence of Spirit Presence in you. Within that holistic truth connection, I felt the Most Supreme Spirit of Love flowing through my mind of thoughts, my brain, by body and spirit, even as my lost and astray mind didn't know what it was at the time.  It served to keep my lost and astray mind from keeping me enslaved and falling into complete self destruction.

Through the divine powers of your divine spiritual essence of supreme love, you open me up to the recalling of divine union of my true culture and family once again, you held my hands and awaken the feeble spirit in my body and supported it away from death.  Never before, did I feel such love upon me in my presence body of flesh.

Since the day, it has taken me over four years and a tremendous fall for my brain to become able to better comprend actions I need to take.  It has taken over four years for my spirit to send out stronger signals to my brain.  It has taken over four years for I to see clearer and to move more fully towards my stand to devote myself to releasing my spirit presence, from the hurt and harm I was living with inside my very own home, just pulling me away from my connection and focus to my holistic goals in life.

I have always done my best to understand the divine love I received from the spiritual presence of the Kwatamani Royal Family member's ( all those who have participated in supporting my release), and I am most grateful for the time spent with the two sisters from the Royal Kwatamani Sisterhood.  I knew I would have to spend time gathering myself into the examples their divine actions set in me, cause I was still very lost and astray in the mind, and my spirit was fighting the greatest spiritual war right within my household and every body part in me.  So there was never any more for them to do, then to show me the love of divine actions, which spoke louder then words, and I so loved their moves, so I just watched, with nothing left to ask or say.

I am with myself now, working to better my connection between my brain and spirit consciousness.  I am at peace with the holistic living truth about supreme love.  There is no one in my way at my home now to distract me, so I enjoy the pleasure of studying all my High Priest Kwatamani texts to reprogram my brain, and understand my surrounding better where ever I am. 

I can feel quite a bit of my spirit conscious force from within me, I must stay focus all day and night on resurrecting the sacred garden culture spirit essence in the presence, at all times.  I can now better focus on organic foods from the trees of life, raw and living as my first divine act of self love.  I know this first divine act will give me divine union, divine socio-economics, and divine family community to multiply. 

I am healing with thoughts of a holistic living way of life, learning, and recalling the honoring of the Most Supreme Seen & Unseen, as I emerge once again into a holistic living expression of my divine spirit presence, to be what I am divinely born to be, which has been permanently installed into my DNA into eternity.  This is how I came to comprehend the most important elements are divine humility, patience and obedience to the Most Supreme Seen & Unseen, and I will come again to know, act and understand Man She duties, obligations and responsibilities to be a divine nurturing presence for all that a divine holistic living Man He brings to me.

For me, Man He come forth in the working actions multiplyied off the Spiritual connections of the High Priest Kwatamani, supporting the gathering of the sacred few to the sacred garden culture from which we come, as I continue this resurrection of the holistic living truth about supreme love for eternity.

I have release myself a good bit more, I can now carry out my true dedication, activation and inspiration that come forth through my opportunity to re-nourish my brain, body and whole life essence of divine spirit presence, cause I put a end to some major blocks on and in my whole life essence, thanks to your whole life essence of spirit consciousness in actions of supreme love for one who was seeking life with the living to live, and all of the sacred few.

I continue to watch over my lost and astray thoughts and reasoning to release them.  I know it take seven years to complete one simple layer of whole life detoxing.  I will be very careful of my toxic memory bank.  I will be conscious of being passive to leeching vibrations and make my choice to always break away from the energy that is opposite of supreme love, as I become stronger each day.

I have more love for my self as a spirit from studying all your text, Cd's, music, DVD's continuously, as this growth is for eternity divinely.  I can feel the struggle of my brain and spirit reconnection and I am happy to know I have found the ways to freedom of brain, body and spirit from the death consumption culture.  I just have to stay working for my release and freedom, for the years, decades and generations to come, for so it was in the beginning, it has began again, in my brain, body and spirit consciousness, so I should find my presence living life with the living again, for sincerely and truthfully investing in the holistic living truth about supreme love for life.

Thank you,
Queen Maati 

Greetings,

Greetings Readers,


As I fell and got back up as fast as I could, I realized more and more that this challenge to purge and toxic my brain, body and spirit was not as easy as I wanted it to be.  I never knew that within me was a deep rooted foundation of the death consumption opposite toxic energy that created a jinn that would fight back and wait for any moment to make a come back through a belief system of death in my brain.  I didn't realize how truly low my self esteem was brought into play and maintain by this system, and how my years of death consumption and its toxic energy had me unaware of being a emotional wreck, that allows me acts and actions that gaves me no one to blame, but myself.  I can think that it is unfair to have to adapt to the truth, and the fact that the confusions, illusions, plots, schemes and etc that dominate my brain, body and spirit are so real, that I could not expect a few years of eating raw and living fruits, vegetables, seeds, nuts, herbs and spices to end over 50 years of toxic waste and insanity I was living in and was living inside of me.

With all that, I have to give thanks to my ancestral spirit essence, that would not allow me to stay laying on the ground, knowing I hold the strength to began again the struggle to correct my life force energy vibrations and resurrect myself back into the loving reality that the truth is here and I must be apart of it in brain, body and spirit.  It seem like I didn't know how it all happens, almost like I had a back sit and could only watch and obey, at the time of my fall.  The pain and hurt created the greatest state of confusion and enslavement, that was working directly to end my focus on the holistic living truth I had found and are fighting this spiritual war to reserve in for my brain, body and spirit  consciousness.

My ancestral spirit loves truth so much, from the beginning of the time that I came into this divine truth and opportunity to resurrect, it remain in tack as the old program was running full force, boy what a hell of a program. Blessed be me for not wasting a bit of time buying the texts and the Kwatamani electrifying musical Cd's, I found my inner interest calling for it as fast as possible after coming into contact with this information, so that was a good thing to do to answer the ancestral call, never knowing I would come to face greater stubborn resistance from within.  So I had been using all the High Priest kwatamani holistic resource materials and still at the time did not know or understand that a greater challenges was on it's way to attempt to uproot my work and healing process, so I have to be very careful of everything I do, cause after all that happen while I was on the grounds of hell again and working to get myself together I heard loud and clear that the jinn is not far from me in anyway, and I know it will be a long time before it's powers with come to a end, as well as knowing it will take generations to end it.

I also give thanks for Queen Bea sharing with us concerning her not smiling, cause as people always say I am smiling and I so don't be aware of it, they have said I am to serious, between the two I believe my ancestral presence smile at my seriousness, even as I have been sick ever since I left my mother womb, yet I was given a strong will to over come the lies, the ideas and thoughts of escaping the unfairness in these systems and unnatural culture was always deep inside me. I remember at a very early age I began to question myself on why the sun tan children had not much of anything, and the pale children had so much more things it seem like, I asked myself and said "no matter what it takes or what I have to go through I want to know why", I was about age 9 and 12, just leaving the so called shelter of the Christan family that was my foster parents, who taught me the church thing,and at last I was sharing the freedom of living with my real parents home for good, meaning not as a visitor but a resident again and so it was.

I had been seeking the answer ever since then, and as I was also learning more of the ways and lifestyles of  lust, lies, illusions, confusion and deadly destruction as at the time death and dead ways, styles and habits was all this Pale Culture had to offer me.  So I feel cheated about much of the things I when through from childhood up to now.  I have like the rest of us, outside of the kwatamani Royal Family members,  been force to live the illusions and have been taught to believe in falsehood.  I know it was never meant for us to escape the Pale Curse upon us, but the truth is here and here to stay, so I have to keep moving into it as best as my spirit moves me into this divine resurrection sacred uprising to wash away the lies and set our spirits, brain and body free, all those of us who will choose the natural means of life energy from the sun, rain, wind, and earth producing the fruits, vegetables, seeds, nuts, herbs and spices, live and in living colors.

So I know the jinn in me is not gone and is waiting for more power, yet my ancestral presence is waiting for more raw and living truth, foods, patience, trust, divine humility from my brain, as I stand up to the delusions, schemes, plots, and fantasies from both within and outside of me.  I know the jinn speak louder since then before, always asking me to do unholistic things to myself, trying always to suck the whole life energy from me, and get it's deep seated program on  the run full force again, yes the grandmaster of deceit will not give up without a fight, so I use my liberty and ancestral reserve to support my ability to heal with the profound whole life force energy of divine consumption, to empower myself with the holistic living truth, so I can move out of this enslavement program set to get me to honour the deadly belief system of the death consumption culture ways and lifestyles, that I am seeking to get out of, using more actions as I learn more from my ancestral spirit presence.

The struggle is on, and I have to stand up to the false powers that want to pin me down with fake superiority.  I also thanks the sisters for sharing with us and allowing me to see through their eyes and experiences, for in this sharing I am able to understand this sacred uprising and the struggles before us.

Much love and thanks