The Meltdown and The Pale Curse

Greetings to All Readers,

Yes, I can see the insanity pushed upon me, and I have learned more about how hard it is to move divinely with the holistic truth and where I should place my trust, no matter how strange it may appear, when the High Priest Kwatamani speaks and sends out the Supreme Love Vibrations of Our Ancestral Spirit Consciousness of the Seen and Unseen Essence of Whole Life Energy Force, whole, pure and clean, I know that one better listen and act with the swiftness, cause any resistance or stubbornness of any kind would feed the opposite energy and breed the lost and astray mind.

How I know, after meeting the High Priest Kwatamani, I didn't really understand that I still had many lessons to learn, I thought I knew a lot, now I found out that I have to move on and stay strong, cause I can believe the Most Supreme Unseen would never leave Us to do this thing alone, as I pull my brain and body forward leaving behind some more of the deception, lies and scams that was holding me down.

In the truth within me I knew I really didn't want no more divine ancestral relationship with a jealous god of vengeance, war and wrath unidentifiable. So all the time I was making my move into the holistic truth, at lease I thought I was, the grand master of deceit, who speaks with a forked tongue, stayed very near laying in the cut, waiting for the chance with all it might to take me away from all I found and was given whole and clean, seen and unseen of supreme love.

Even as I am still standing firm again will all my best within me to detox and purge with a ancestral spiritual surge, knowing and understanding my lack of knowing ears had to learn our lesson, retrieve our blessing, and return back to the essence of the divine union of one.

Now the High Priest step to the seen with truth, just a bit to raw for me to take in all a once and swallow, some few years ago, yes he spoke truth as clear as day. My lost and astray mind would not let me hear, and I walked right into the energy vibration opposite of the vibrations of supreme love where the High Priest Kwatamani was guiding me to, yes I sure did. I went straight into the Family Court toxic energy program, in a battle, fighting for what I thought was mines, only making my whole life change have to take another to many few rounds of the pale cold-blooded opposite energy of the dead to be self-install. All I encountered in the death culture of the dread, was to sit and witness and watch as the pale ones would abuse, torture and confused me, while they were rewinding their program into my brain and I didn't know enough to have walked away from it as simple as I was told to do, you can tell I had no business in there and my divine spirit conscious tool could not be used, my brain and spirit was still so feeble and weak.

This beating that they put on me came from not escaping and listening to the High Priest Kwatamani, who already knew there was nothing in it for me, cause I really only wanted to set my spirit free, not return to the same game under a different scene, with the same returns, misery, aches and pains. I thought I knew so much, and I found myself in the hands of a pale lost and astray mind both mines and a brother man, who had been waiting by the side lines, to take the spoils. I fell so low and deep into the programs they set up for me in the court room and the energy vibrations of the opposite energy from supreme love that was there sucking the life force energy out of me, that I married right back into the death consumption deception game.

I would read and play my music Cd's being still very much deaf, dumb and blind to the nature of the deadly, beastly predatory pale mind game being play on my sacred spiritual essence. I am going to mix in my writing expressions some of the song 10 from "12th Hour Prophecy: "The Pale Curse and "The Solarized Energy Shift," Kwatamani musical CD release, 2008, that gave me the knowledge to see the wisdom of my experience with better understanding.

Not listening to the High Priest, I looked up and my daughter was released to me and did return carrying a simple vibe, and bathe in a religious ordeal moving under the orders of the jinn. With all the ghosts and goblins in my head and sleeping with the deceitful rot and stench of the blood spill, and trying to come out of the reporting to the commands of the beast and so many of it forms and styles, I was unable to see that the beastly clan would be perpetuating deceptions and lies and slick enough to move right into sitting at my table and having keys to my door working with all of its might to pull me back to the connection of a jealous god of vengeance, war and wrath.

So even as I try over and over again to get free, I just didn't understand that in the fantasies and schemes that dominated my old state of mind I would not and I could not see the color-coded vibe in disguise, so every time I looked they were back in and more stale and pale lies would pour, and no one wanted anything to do with life and raw solar energy food vibes and holistic truth but myself.

The opposite energy of the most supreme spirit of love, is the death consumption culture and used plots and plans to seize me and was working full force. So between my children, the pale mind conscious husband and all the other family members and all those who I took in the lost and astray thoughts of mines, as friends were all refusing the raw fruits from the tree of life and the holistic living truth I found and love so much. The husband is the type so deep in the death game he would eat anything to get his game on, and they were all involved in a pale master plan, vicious cruel and whack and using every kind of attack, yeah they would all begin to get together and tighten up the screw, and they squeeze my butts so tight, I turned pale blue, and my struggle continued to set my spirit free.

So as this story goes on and these shoes may even fit some of you, I had to turn myself around and start moving real fast to get out of all these illusions in the name of love, gift wrap and handed down from generations and generations ago, waiting for the sparks of my ancestral spirit to emerge to be recaptured by the traps that are still working in the lost and astray mind, so they (the court) called me in to rewind the tape and their followers and disciples were fast at work to get all that they could.

All this made me work harder and even read more to earn back my connections and spirit directions to the holistic living truth, so that I can once again experience the Supreme Love Vibrations, that I have been willing to be living for. Behind all these things happening to me again and again, I can clearly see that the Most Supreme Unseen sent the High Priest Kwatamani to the Seen, as I was to never be left alone to do this all by myself.

Within the cause and effects of my very life and breath I have to love and respect and appreciate the High Priest Kwatamani, for Supremely Fulfilling the Sacred Ancestral Prophecy of the Triple Nine: Unveiling the Prophetic 2012 Meltdown of the Lost and Astray Pale State of Mind. As I eat off the fruits of the trees of life, I find even my lost and astray pale state of mind on the meltdown, as I am experiencing the 2012 pale meltdown, in bits, pounds, and tons, as feel the detoxing pains and I run away from the lust, lies, illusions, confusions the death and deadly distructions of the pale state of life created by the Death Consumptions Culture Clan to make us spiritually deaf, dumb, blind and sick.

No, No, No I am not one of them, never in the truth have I ever wanted to truly wanted to be one of them, and before this time they would take us away on ships, today they have trained and taught us to eat of the blood, bones and skin of the dead and all types of waste and so called treats that are only devitalized foods, creating the jinn to feed off our spirit and brain, through our cells and blood, yeah all in these days called freedom, to help us forget and not think about freedom of brain, body and spirit, just causing us to be blind to their will against us, making us blind thinking we are happy about all the sickness, disease, mental illness and all the other things they use our lives energy force to collect money, fame, power, control and economical gains from, by any means necessary as long as we are grooved into forgetting our Ancestral Consciousness of the Seen and Unseen Essence of Life .

My decisions is to continue to end this deep freeze mentality and the deceptions of the living dead, causing me to make excuses to stay insane each and everyday. No that not for me, I give it all up, the lies and I am going right ahead with the holistic living truth and honoring the most supreme seen and unseen ancestral spirit presence of divine spirit consciousness, in the supreme love I will find, in myself and every where else, as I return to divine oneness with me. I have no more love to waste, no more time to waste, no more death consumption games to welcome into my life, no matter in who or what form death wants to hide and wait for me, I want to be free and I am giving it my all and best, knowing there is so much I don't know and can't yet remember about myself as a ancestral spirit consciousness in the presence of seen and unseen essence of spirit within whole life solar energy.

The jinn showed me the power and control it has over all my family members and all those I considered to be friends, what do I have left then the Unseen presence of the Most Supreme Essence of Life, that pops' on the Seen within me and around me, and the Sacred Garden Culture from which I come, I have myself and the fruits of the Trees of Life to regenerate myself back into the elements of love from the Sun, Wind, Rain, and Earth the essence of our Supreme Love back into I Kwa Ta Man I, the Solarized Living Life Force Energy Field to get me back home to my real family community. For this I throw away the lies, no matter how long or how much work it will take me, and I continue to learn more of what I don't know about the fakes, false characters with in myself, as I find out what my true Mother Spirit is all about, in the new peace, love and calm found in my very self, while I am still fighting off the jinn, by staying as close as I can to the inner zone of the Supreme Love Vibrations within Divine Truth and the Raw and Living Foods from the Tree of Life speaking and guiding me from within my inner self and as troubling as that can be, all this is my best shot.

So my focus is towards knowing and experiencing the Ta and the Tat, to retrieved and to quickly emerge and quickly move into an ancestral spirit surge, detox and purge, learn those lessons, and move back into the essence of the divine union of one and then indulge in the ooh's and the aah's of a Love Supreme.

For me the High Priest kwatamani is the Great Ancestral Father Spirit Seen and Unseen Most High Essence of Supreme Love, Truth and Righteousness to I and me while my brain is being reprogrammed, Kwa Ta Man I, and I am feeling that on my own, don't have no permission to say that from anyone, just I... if the I is not the Kwa Ta Man I in the oneness of the sacred garden culture few, then I would be a lie, and that I am not, then there is nothing else it could be, just need the time to resurrect enough to get some divine support, so that I will not have to do this all alone, I will be the truth in the living body of flesh, with Divine Ancestral Spirit Consciousness, So it was in the Beginning, "So the Beginning with Begin again.

Thank you,
Much Love Maati